[0:00] long ago on November 23 2021 a certain
[0:05] Undead individual disappeared of the
[0:07] face of the Earth
[0:08] in search of a much overdue mental break
[0:11] from the world he decided that he needed
[0:13] to step away from the Limelight
[0:15] searching for happiness and meaning to
[0:18] the life that he had accrued
[0:21] it's been eight months since then
[0:23] I wonder what our beloved zombie is up
[0:25] to now
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[0:46] I couldn't help but explore
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[1:11] it feels so good
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[1:19] now looking back
[1:25] I know
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[1:34] funny story you're probably wondering
[1:36] how we got
[1:41] because I was starting to have a lot of
[1:42] severe minor panic attacks on stream and
[1:44] you know what that's probably not the
[1:46] best place to have them
[1:47] as well as issues related to my
[1:49] self-esteem and like my self-worth
[1:51] actually some time of this a few of my
[1:53] friends actually reached out to me and
[1:55] we talked for a while and we eventually
[1:57] came to the conclusion that I needed a
[2:00] break
[2:00] the next day I took on to Twitter and I
[2:03] announced that I was going to take a
[2:04] hiatus
[2:06] before the first few months of Hiatus
[2:07] actually I felt awful every single day
[2:10] just because I felt really bad and
[2:12] selfish for abandoning everyone and like
[2:14] disappearing like that but after a while
[2:16] I realized that this time is for me to
[2:18] get better for everyone Plus for me so I
[2:21] used all that time to get better and you
[2:23] know what I did I felt good enough that
[2:26] I reached out to a couple of my friends
[2:28] and I asked them hey can you guys help
[2:30] me get back to everyone
[2:32] and for the past few months we've been
[2:34] working very hard and we're finally here
[2:38] oh I will say these problems are still a
[2:41] part of me and you know what For Better
[2:43] or For Worse I'm happy
[2:45] I'm still really hard to talk to I kind
[2:47] of freak out over the little things I
[2:50] miss social cues but even with all that
[2:52] I'm so thankful for being here and I'm
[2:55] so thankful that I was able to get this
[2:56] chance to be here with all of you and I
[2:59] can't wait to see all the cool things we
[3:00] do in the future so so best of luck to
[3:03] me best of luck to you best of luck to
[3:05] whatever Adventure we go on in the
[3:07] future
[3:08] only logging off
[3:11] foreign
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[3:52] the road is my heart
[4:00] feels so good
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[4:24] it feels so good
[4:29] I know
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