[0:00] it's March 27th 1996 Japan is about to [0:05] witness the last episode of the anime [0:07] television series neon genesis [0:09] evangelion with an ending that would [0:11] make many people question its existence [0:13] in the first place not only in regards [0:15] to episode 26 but also episode 25 that [0:18] was released a week prior these episodes [0:21] were talked about so much regarding its [0:23] approach its ambiguity and especially [0:26] its lack of animation during certain [0:28] parts to the point where a number of [0:30] fans felt frustrated by the fact that [0:32] many questions were left unanswered some [0:34] apparently even sent death threats to [0:36] the creator of the show Hideaki anno and [0:39] graffiti gained access to do walls it's [0:41] been claimed that the controversy was [0:43] massive during its original release but [0:45] there have also been reports where the [0:47] controversy was nowhere near as big as [0:49] it seemed to be that many fans also sent [0:52] letters showing their appreciation of [0:53] these last two episodes what is known is [0:56] that a year later Anna and the studio [0:58] Gainax would release a film titled the [1:01] End of Evangelion which would retell the [1:04] events of episode 25 and 26 in a [1:07] different manner the reason why is still [1:09] unsure but my guess is Anna was [1:12] definitely dissatisfied with something [1:14] either with the fans or with himself or [1:17] most likely both whatever the truth [1:20] actually is there is no denying that the [1:22] last two episodes did feel frustrating [1:24] to a lots of fans and the end of [1:27] Evangelion is deemed by many as the [1:29] definitive ending but I'm not here to [1:32] talk about the film I'm here to talk [1:35] about the original end of Evangelion and [1:37] why I think it's a masterpiece [1:41] [Music] [1:42] I'm not going to talk about every aspect [1:46] of the show and all of its underlying [1:48] themes broader the aspect that caught my [1:50] interest and how I believed to have [1:52] culminated perfectly in the ending of [1:54] the show what's my personal view [1:56] experience and my own analysis of this [1:59] show and it's ending our but first we [2:03] need to talk about plot as a whole [2:06] generally plots normally consists of a [2:08] sequence of events that advances a story [2:11] forward through cause-and-effect plots [2:13] is considered to be crucial for a [2:15] telling of a story to work and make the [2:17] audience engaged in other words a [2:19] narrative is constructed that forces our [2:22] characters into a structure of events [2:24] and then we accompany them towards a [2:26] resolution of some kind so knowing this [2:29] what is a violence plots and how does it [2:32] eventually lead to its last episode the [2:35] plot consists of a teenage boy called [2:37] Shinji [2:37] who was recruited by his father to work [2:39] for your organization nerve and Pilots [2:42] giant mecha called [2:43] Evangelion more specifically Ava won [2:46] this is done to fight against an alien [2:48] species called the Angels known to have [2:51] caused the global Cataclysm which [2:53] happened 15 years prior called the [2:55] second impact in other words a third [2:58] impact is imminent and Shinji is told [3:00] that he is the only one who can save the [3:03] world but by the end of the show you [3:06] don't really have that resolution in the [3:08] simplest terms you have Shinji [3:10] questioning himself constantly and all [3:12] of the other characters continuously [3:14] speak to Shinji for him to figure things [3:16] out which means that the last two [3:18] episodes don't really have any sort of [3:20] plot resolution buts as I mentioned [3:22] before I believe this to be a [3:24] masterpiece why well let's talk about [3:28] character arc witnessing a character [3:30] through means of a story in its plot [3:32] normally equals to his or her growth the [3:35] plot constructs the sequence of events [3:37] so that the character can go from point [3:39] A to point B parts and character arcs [3:42] normally work together as one and many [3:44] people especially in regards to American [3:46] cinema tells us this should always be [3:48] the case but the reality is that all [3:50] this comes down to [3:51] perception of the audience and what each [3:53] want from a movie and what I connect [3:55] with the most when watching any sort of [3:57] medium is character especially how that [4:00] characters portrayed through the use of [4:02] imagery and enhanced by the use of sound [4:04] and music how all of these come into one [4:07] to express something that holds dear to [4:09] the person who created it where we truly [4:11] understand his or her psyche through the [4:14] portrayal of its main character and this [4:16] is shown in the last two episodes of [4:18] Evangelion a form of expression that I [4:21] believed to be rooted in Japanese [4:22] filmmaking and its culture which differs [4:25] from the approach that usually happens [4:27] in American cinema American cinema has [4:30] the intent of having this story be the [4:31] foundation of everything in other words [4:34] you need to have a solid script solid [4:36] plots solid character arc in order to [4:38] have what is considered to be a solid [4:40] film American films when they do this [4:43] well it is utterly incredible movies [4:46] like Once Upon a Time in the West and [4:47] The Hustler are great examples of this [4:49] because American cinema normally has [4:52] characters with well-established [4:53] identities they either know who they are [4:56] or what they want to be and many times [4:58] falls in the category of who is the good [5:01] guy and who is the bad guy this isn't [5:05] always the case because you have films [5:06] like taxi driver and Apocalypse Now who [5:09] raise that question especially [5:11] considering the time it was made but [5:13] normally American cinema makes it quite [5:16] distinct who is on each site Japanese [5:18] cinema doesn't quite portray this the [5:21] search for one's identity is approached [5:23] from a very different angle initially [5:26] both sides of the spectrum seem to be [5:28] quite clear but as the story goes along [5:30] characters start to show more of who [5:32] they are underneath how their perceived [5:34] identities can be misleading like it [5:37] happens with the Seven Samurai what is [5:40] good and bad black and white starts to [5:42] become grey this can be found in so many [5:45] Japanese movies with the most well-known [5:48] being Akira Kurosawa's films so if this [5:50] is prevalent in Japanese cinema this is [5:53] also going to translate in similar forms [5:55] of medium which can easily be found in [5:57] the world of anime anime is all about [6:01] taking these ideas and developing them [6:03] as much as [6:04] Cybil now almost every character whether [6:07] good or bad eventually develops them in [6:09] a way that makes them human and almost [6:11] all anime is like this even shown an [6:14] anime you still have both protagonists [6:17] and antagonists were really struggle to [6:19] find their identity not saving the world [6:21] is it the main goal but an excuse to [6:24] show the flaws in human nature of these [6:26] characters and a tormenting past they go [6:28] through that's we can be like them [6:32] Holly's works of Arts have an impact [6:34] that lasts longer than just the duration [6:36] of a movie or an episode how the [6:38] struggle with finding their identity [6:40] also comes with the struggle of their [6:43] own failure this I believe to be in part [6:46] caused by the aftermath of the Second [6:48] World War [6:49] how so many people suffered and lost [6:51] their lives how the ideals and strength [6:54] their country used to uphold so proudly [6:56] were ultimately shaken to its core how [6:59] that must have impacted them so much for [7:01] so many years prevalent even to this day [7:04] and this can be found in so many anime [7:08] which many times deals with an enormous [7:10] explosion caused by mankind or nature [7:13] itself and now it's affects everyone in [7:15] such a negative way and how that can be [7:18] a representation of the characters [7:20] failure making them question their [7:22] beliefs and who they are in the first [7:24] place which leads us back to Neon [7:27] Genesis Evangelion having the story take [7:30] place 15 years following the aftermath [7:33] of the second impact which almost [7:35] destroyed the human race currently [7:37] trying to prevent a third one due to the [7:40] enormous consequences of the previous [7:42] impact and our main character Shinji is [7:45] forced by everyone to be the savior but [7:47] he is a character who struggles [7:49] immensely with the notion of failure a [7:51] character who doesn't have a clear [7:53] distinction of what is right and wrong a [7:56] character who was suffering a great deal [7:58] and has no grasp of who he is and that [8:01] is what Neon Genesis Evangelion for me [8:05] is all about it's about how the creator [8:07] of the show he there Keanu is able to [8:10] convey all of this into one story but [8:12] most of all into [8:13] character it's not just about Shinji [8:16] it's about a know expressing himself [8:18] through Shinji it's known that anno [8:21] suffered through immense depression [8:22] throughout the making of this series to [8:24] say he wasn't in a good place is an [8:26] understatement and even though it's been [8:29] said that he didn't have a clear path of [8:31] where the story was headed especially in [8:33] regards to the limitations and troubled [8:35] scheduling towards the end of the show [8:36] what is clear he never lost sight of [8:39] what was important to him to tell in [8:42] this story and that was Shinji and his [8:45] progression as a character which seems [8:47] to be a no trying to find some sorts of [8:50] catharsis through Shinji and his [8:52] development in very simple terms Shinji [8:56] is someone who doesn't want to deal with [8:58] the society he lives in early on in this [9:00] story he tries running away from it but [9:03] that's also makes him feel like he let [9:05] down the people who expect more of him [9:07] and Shinji is constantly going through [9:09] this loop of uncertainty he tries to do [9:12] things to make other people like him [9:14] more but he also doesn't want to have [9:16] the responsibility of doing those things [9:18] he feels like he never has a choice and [9:21] he's always forced to do what other [9:23] people expect him to do but then when he [9:26] doesn't do any of it [9:27] he feels alone and feels like he failed [9:29] he has difficulty in dealing with the [9:31] lack of connection he has with his [9:33] father gender and how his hardship has [9:35] affected him he has difficulty in [9:37] finding someone who has cared for him [9:39] the same way his mother had when he was [9:41] a young boy and finds that comfort in [9:44] other female characters especially right [9:46] but also how his personality contrasts [9:49] heavily with ahsoka but in reality she [9:52] is just as fragile as he is and this at [9:54] times they share a mutual connection [9:56] which can be attributed to love how [9:59] Masato even though she is the person who [10:01] is taking care of him is only really [10:03] able to communicate honestly through a [10:05] sexual connection and how Kaoru is the [10:08] only man that Shinji had a strong trust [10:11] an emotional connection with regardless [10:13] of our brief or manipulative it was all [10:16] of these characters are here to show [10:18] shinji's enormous insecurities as a man [10:20] the lack of a mother figure the lack of [10:23] a romantic [10:24] action the lack of a sexual connection [10:27] the lack of an emotional connection [10:29] these aren't always mutually exclusive [10:32] to these characters but all of this is [10:34] to develop shinji's character even more [10:37] because shinji wants any sort of [10:39] connection but is also extremely afraid [10:42] of it and sees it as a negative thing [10:43] and why most of them especially the [10:46] female characters always show up during [10:48] his mental breakdown scenes shown in [10:51] episode 16 and then in episode 20 [10:54] reaching the existential nature in its [10:56] conclusion in episode 25 and 26 Shinji's [11:00] ultimate goal as a character is reached [11:02] in these final episodes where we leave [11:05] the physical world and dive into the [11:07] human instrumentality project where [11:09] everything and everyone become one [11:13] deconstructing right eye enemy Asuka [11:15] Langley [11:16] Misato Katsuragi were especially shinji [11:19] ikari with him figuring out each [11:21] instance of his life the world he lives [11:23] in who he perceives himself to be what [11:26] everyone perceives himself to be who he [11:29] really is [11:30] because for me Evangelion was never [11:32] about say boy getting inside the robots [11:35] and defeating angels [11:36] it wasn't about saving the world it was [11:39] about Shinji overcoming his notion of [11:41] failure and finding his own identity and [11:44] the culmination of this comes with the [11:46] freedom scene this is for me one of [11:49] those moments that will forever stick [11:51] with me because it suddenly uses the [11:53] arts of animation as an actual form of [11:56] expression leading shinji into a world [11:58] of nothingness a world of freedom the [12:01] freedom of not having to worry about [12:04] anything or anyone of no society of not [12:08] having to do anything at all of being [12:10] utterly alone which in turn creates a [12:13] feeling of insignificance to shinji and [12:16] thus he creates an area an existing [12:19] dimension where he's able to stand on [12:21] this makes him feel grounded to a sense [12:23] of reality but removes an aspect of [12:26] freedom he wants hats and through this [12:29] existential moments of his with Masato [12:31] Rea Asuka Kaoru his father and even his [12:35] mother explained the [12:36] exception of reality he comes to the [12:38] following conclusion that for him to [12:40] have a perception of himself he needs a [12:43] world and people around him to perceive [12:45] him as a form of existence and through [12:47] that perception and his own the [12:49] similarities and differences he finds in [12:51] the many forms of himself that exist [12:53] through him and everyone else he becomes [12:56] who he is [12:57] Shinji this is all shown with very [13:00] little use of animation with a wide [13:02] screen almost like a literal clean slate [13:05] and a very simple drawing of Shinji and [13:07] creating that first sense of reality the [13:10] grounds is simply the drawing of a line [13:13] to which he slowly starts to take the [13:15] form of other shapes to explain more the [13:17] perception that he has of himself once [13:20] he realizes his conclusion the simple [13:22] drawing of him becomes more defined and [13:24] we see a close-up of his face speaking [13:27] about this realization the realization [13:29] of who he is this is just filmmaking at [13:33] its finest regardless if Ana didn't have [13:36] a clear path of where the story was [13:38] headed regardless that plot elements of [13:40] the show had been removed due to its [13:42] similarities in regards to horrible [13:44] events that transpired in Japan a year [13:47] prior Ana and the animators were so able [13:50] to create something really special how [13:53] it engrossed me in making me ultimately [13:55] relate with Shinji and how it made me [13:58] understand better what's a person like [14:00] ana might have gone through in his life [14:02] how it made me question myself and my [14:05] existence through this conversation [14:06] between these characters I never saw [14:09] Shinji as a wimp or a crybaby [14:12] I saw a boy who had difficulty in [14:14] realizing his own existence how hard it [14:16] was for him to deal with it throughout [14:18] his life how he faced failure and [14:21] overcame it in the end by realizing that [14:24] he has the power to look at things it's [14:26] people at the world but especially [14:27] himself in a different slights as [14:30] explained to him even something positive [14:33] can be experienced on rainy days and how [14:36] everyone in one of the most ridiculous [14:38] but also satisfying conclusions [14:40] congratulate him in the last scene [14:43] ending this show on a smile at the end [14:46] of the day when we talk about plots in [14:49] my eyes it should never be seen as the [14:51] end goal of making a film or a show but [14:54] rather as a means almost as an excuse to [14:56] dive deeper into themes that open our [14:58] eyes to subject matters that are [15:00] important for us to think about that [15:02] cinema isn't just about telling a story [15:05] it's about expressing emotions it's [15:08] about expressing one's fears their flaws [15:11] and their minds and realize better [15:14] what's our emotions are what our fears [15:16] are our flaws and especially how this [15:20] shapes our deepest thoughts and [15:21] insecurities cinema has the benefit of [15:24] having endless possibilities to showcase [15:26] anything through its visuals through its [15:29] sound its music and acting and how this [15:32] can come all together with the use of [15:34] editing which Neon Genesis Evangelion [15:36] excels at constantly showing at times [15:40] really long shots that culminate on [15:42] extremely difficult choices that our [15:44] characters have to make but also [15:46] contrasting beautifully with certain [15:49] fast paced cuts to make us understand [15:51] better the psyche of these characters [15:53] the show uses so many tools in so many [15:56] different ways to express something that [15:59] can be really powerful which [16:00] encapsulates perfectly the last two [16:03] episodes of this show and in a twisted [16:05] turn of events realizing who shinji is [16:08] helps us identify ourselves even more [16:11] the humanity shown in shinji is [16:13] terrifying and depressing it maybe gives [16:16] us insight to what people can go through [16:18] mentally including even ourselves all [16:21] expressed in a way I had never seen [16:24] before this is why I believe the [16:26] original ending to be a masterpiece I [16:30] can't deny that watching this show 20 [16:33] years later didn't benefit me it did [16:36] because I had the opportunity to watch [16:38] the director's cut versions of episode [16:40] 21 to 24 which not only deepen the [16:43] events in episodes 25 and 26 but also [16:46] tie in perfectly with the film the end [16:48] of evangelion how to film parallels [16:50] perfectly with the existential nature [16:52] found in episodes [16:54] five and 26 and how we see the events of [16:57] the third impact and fold throughout and [16:59] how our characters Asuka Rey and shinji [17:02] are involved in this how the plot and [17:04] character arcs do eventually intertwine [17:07] and come to an end [17:08] presenting us with the ambiguous scene [17:10] between Shinji and Asaka where we see [17:13] Shinji reacting aggressively towards a [17:15] Sakai which results in her caressing his [17:17] face how Shinji then breaks down [17:19] emotionally until the moment ends with a [17:22] saccas line how disgusting how there are [17:25] million ways to try and explain what [17:27] happens in this moment especially if we [17:29] consider the scenes between them [17:31] throughout the film but I do believe it [17:33] to be more positive especially when we [17:36] realize the original ending of episode [17:37] 26 because in the midst of such a [17:40] terrifying moment there was a sign of [17:42] hopefulness how ahsoka acknowledges [17:45] changes existence and what he needed at [17:48] that time which episode 26 teaches us [17:51] that even on rainy days we can [17:53] experience something good from it how [17:56] both the original episodes and the film [17:58] are complementary to each other and are [18:00] needed to fully comprehend everything [18:03] that happens even if it takes multiple [18:05] viewings to form our own opinions and [18:07] analysis and what they mean to each of [18:09] us both psychologically and emotionally [18:11] I didn't have to wait a year to witness [18:14] all of this or even weeks I watched all [18:17] of it in one week and I was in all of [18:19] its brilliance but nothing can ever take [18:22] away the moments I witnessed the freedom [18:24] seen in episode 26 that's for me is a [18:28] true nature of everything that makes [18:29] Neon Genesis Evangelion one of the best [18:32] shows I've ever seen but most of all one [18:35] of the best character studies of all [18:38] time [18:40] you