--- title: 'МОРГЕНШТЕРН - Что с ним стало?' source: 'https://youtube.com/watch?v=5vcSC14oH98' video_id: '5vcSC14oH98' date: 2026-07-25 duration_sec: 1108 channel: 'ФБХ' --- # МОРГЕНШТЕРН - Что с ним стало? > Source: [МОРГЕНШТЕРН - Что с ним стало?](https://youtube.com/watch?v=5vcSC14oH98) ## Summary This video documents the rise, fall, and recovery of Russian rapper Morgenstern (Alisher Morgenshtern). It explores his outrageous public persona, heavy drug use, mental health battles, and eventual turn to religion and sobriety. ### Key Points - **Morgenstern's fame and provocation** [00:02] — Gained fame through provocative acts: burning money, stealing songs, showing his ass on stage. He became the most popular showman but was widely hated. - **Success and drugs** [01:52] — At 22, he had money and fame but was heavily using psychedelics and marijuana, believing they expanded his consciousness. - **First overdose** [02:48] — Had a near-fatal overdose while editing a music video. Blood pressure spiked to 220, heart nearly stopped, but he was revived. - **Legal troubles and exile** [03:30] — Accused of promoting drugs and insulting believers. After criticizing Victory Day, his work was labeled destructive. Fled to Dubai amid backlash. - **Becoming a foreign agent** [04:10] — After protesting the Ukraine war, he was declared a foreign agent, losing touch with Russian audience. His popularity declined. - **Psychotic episode in Bali** [05:18] — Experienced a manic phase, claiming to be the dragonborn, God, and the devil. He believed he had to save the world and founded a cryptocurrency. - **Diagnosis of bipolar disorder** [10:12] — After the psychosis ended, he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. A psychiatrist warned him to stop using marijuana or face commitment. - **Deep depression and suicidal thoughts** [12:31] — Felt worthless, hated himself, googled suicide methods. The only thing preventing suicide was the thought he could always do it later. - **Rehab in Israel** [13:28] — Entered a rehab program in Rihab, Israel. Experienced severe withdrawal from alcohol and pills. Spent a month wanting to leave, then gradually found meaning. - **Finding religion** [15:31] — Embraced Judaism: read the Torah, prayed, felt his inner void fill. He believes his purpose is to convey God's will and help others. ### Conclusion Morgenstern's story is a cautionary tale about the dark side of fame and substance abuse, but also one of redemption through faith and self-help. ## Transcript one of the most popular and perhaps most scandalous Russian rappers now gives lectures about God. This is the main church in the world, where Jesus was crucified. And every year fire comes down from heaven there. It is lit every year. And light it. I am the dragonborn Morgenstern Targaryen David, [music] king zero, the very first. So, how Alisher experienced real madness and what the pursuit of madness and what the pursuit of success and money led him to. How, how did it come to this success and money led him to. How, how did it come to this ? It's tearing me apart, ? It's tearing me apart, [ __ ]. It's endless pain, [ __ ]. I just hated myself every second. I looked in the mirror and wanted to rip the skin off my face. How did Margenstern get out of hell and who has he become now? I'll tell you in this video. And I am with you, Funny. This is my FBH project. Enjoy watching. Morgenstern gained immense fame thanks to his provocations and news stories. He clashed with bloggers and rappers, burned money on camera, stole songs, farted in them, was Woman of the Year, showed his ass on stage, and told fans to go to hell . In general, he is quite an outrageous character. Suck it. All these antics brought Morgenstern enormous fame. Each of his performances was discussed in all the media, and his songs garnered hundreds of millions of views. He became the most popular showman in the country, and yet most of the people who followed Morgenstern hated him. Some even considered him a real devil. It absolutely feels like he's working with the dark side of life. I see it, I feel it, I can even touch it. I well, of course, this is a fairly quick path, to such colossal fame, especially Morgenstern showed to all his species that he is better than those who hate him. After all, at 22 years old he already has a ton of money, he is popular throughout the country, but this success also had a downside. Throughout his career, Alisher has nartics. We're [ __ ] normal guys, we love it when it happens We're [ __ ] normal guys, we love it when it happens , so we'd rather have some myths. I love , so we'd rather have some myths. I love mushrooms. Mushrooms helped me come put it this way. Damn, I'm afraid to say something now that will be considered propaganda, yes. In short, if before I looked at the world like this , then later I became like this, and then like this , and then like this. A banal expansion of consciousness. Morgenstern was a heavy user and once, at the peak of his career, he almost died because of it. I recently had my first overdose when I came to pump it out. Anyway, I remember I was editing a Cadillac video at the time. Well, in short, first I called for an IV, she said: “Well, I think your heart is about to stop, like, blood pressure, uh, 220 there, then 170, 140, then 170-140 pulse.” He says: "Well, you don't have a [ __ ] heart attack right now ." And she arrived quickly, set it up, and pumped it out. However, all this did not stop Morgenstern, and at one point it even began to seem to him that he was immortal and would be able to drink and use drugs all his life. And growing popularity, wealth and success only convinced Alisher of this more. The turning point came when Morgenstern ran into trouble with the law. He began to be accused of promoting drugs and insulting the feelings of believers, and his concerts were cancelled . After Lischer's statement that he did not understand such a large-scale celebration of Victory Day, all of his work was deemed destructive and over the Internet. Logger Bgenshtar today trades essentially on social networks. A huge number of our youth are interested in their sphere of communication . Morgenstern, fearing serious to Dubai. It happened as loudly as possible. All the media wrote about it. After the war in Ukraine began, Morgenstern filmed video 12, in which he expressed his protest. Presumably because of this, a month later he was recognized as a foreign agent. Then Alisher realized that there was no turning back. Morgenstern is losing touch with his Russian audience, and his popularity is beginning to decline. At the breaks up with his wife Delara, who has been with him throughout his entire career and has tolerated his infidelities and lifestyle. substances no longer even bring him much pleasure. He uses it simply to avoid feeling bad. words. Binge drinking, family drama, rock and roll. What to drink every day? I just can't sleep without it. It's just that, you know, I've already, in short, brought my body to such a state that without booze I have anxiety, paranoia, and tremors. I ca n't relax. I can't enjoy life without booze. During his time in Dubai, Alisher began drinking and using even more alcohol to somehow fill the emptiness within him. And then he was kicked out of Dubai, allegedly for criticizing the laws of the Arab Emirates. Then Morgenstern went to Bali, where he suddenly experienced a huge surge of strength and energy. He looked crazy and kept saying that he was very happy and was about to conquer the I've been running away from global popularity all my life. I've always been afraid of being a worldwide star. But I have no other choice. Yeah. I was born for this. I was born. I'm tired of resisting. That 's why we make a visa. And off we go. And you ? Wonderful. During this period, Morgenstern became very impulsive and began to get into a huge number of conflicts with the frame-taker, Litvyany, his former PR man, Melstroy, and even rhymes and punchlines. Melstroy, and even rhymes and punchlines. Hit me, hit me. Come on, hit, hit. I'm sorry. I promised not to get angry. [ __ ], you knocked me out, [ __ ]. If only, yes, it weren’t for our relationship. Well, like his tattoo of the operator Morgenstern on his arm. That's the only reason his legs aren't broken. Even with the naked eye it was clear that something was wrong with him. It was then that Alisher began to go crazy. I was shaking all over. That's how it is. I became very aggressive. I then started a war with the frametimer and with rhymes and punchlines. and cried constantly. Whenever something happened, I started to cry. In general, he was very emotionally unstable. he was very emotionally unstable. The climax came when the explosion occurred. There's literally an explosion on the set in the video. That's when I remember it like [music] now, a click in my head and that's it, it all started. no. Well, now this is where it all begins. his madness continues to progress. This moment is very well captured in his last interview in Piska. me, Nacrophone. [laughter] If a dragon flies to you, you should not be afraid of it, not treat it, [music] not kill it, but tame it, sit on it and fly. And I, the dragonborn Morgenstern Targaryen David, king zero, the very first. remember us. The most interesting thing, however, remained behind the scenes. Morgenstern ran around naked, screamed for no reason and talked about how we all live in a matrix. If the first few days you behaved tolerably in general, despite the strange growls, this devilish laugh, there, ha-ha-ha, a little aggressive behavior during the interview, then, probably on the third or fourth day, you were, [snorts] well, you became unbearable. There were also constant funny conversations about the game simulation, about who the NPCs were, and who the real players were. Somewhere around 7:00 in the morning I hear such roars, groans, cries, and devilish laughter. I think, wow, the way Israelis party. And then one of our What's going on?" He says: “So it was Morgen who broke in and demons simply incredible nonsense.” Then Kolya came home and wrote to us in the chat: "Guys, help me, Morgen is running around the house naked and forcing me to take videos and photos and force me to post them in the general chat." This was Alisher's period of psychosis, which lasted about 2 months. He then literally imagined himself to be a god. First I realized that I was God, then I realized that [music] is not too much. I am the son of God, I am the devil incarnate, and I was sent here to carry out a great mission to save this world. This is the main church in the world, where Jesus was crucified. And every year fire comes down from heaven there, every year it is lit. And I seems to me that I am. Morgenstern was preparing a plan to save humanity. I started reading everything around me as signs, adding up all the numbers, car numbers, house numbers, shapes, colors. For me, everything came together to form some kind of unified picture, some kind of divine plan. And I became very paranoid. It seemed to me that the world was a simulation. Everything around is either NPCs or matrix agents. I am constantly being watched. Anyone who talks like this on the phone is filming me. Now I hid my phone under the pillow, under the blanket and rehearsed the speech on saving the world, which I will present to the presidents of different countries. I was sure that I would soon have a meeting with the presidents of different countries saving the world. Margenstern then wanted to found his own country and even wrote a constitution for it. Alisher stopped sleeping almost completely. There was a huge amount of energy in him. He launched a bunch of projects, in which he invested a total of about 2 million dollars. Morgenstern even created his own cryptocurrency back then . But after 2 months, when Shiza started to let go, he turned around and finally realized that something was wrong. Most of the projects went bankrupt, huge sums of money were lost, and there were almost no friends left. And most importantly, Lischer completely lost himself. completely lost himself. How the [ __ ], how the [ __ ] did it come to this? Everything is written from the video. [laughter] What the [ __ ]? The realization that he was apparently not a god, and clear signs of depression, led Morgenstern to I then received my first preliminary diagnosis of bipolar disorder. And the psychiatrist also revealed a very terrible secret to me. Grass. It turns out she drives people crazy. Then they told me: “Quit it immediately, or you’ll be a patient in a psychiatric clinic.” Every day Alisher became worse and worse. The situation was aggravated by the fact that , despite his condition, he had to appear cheerful in public and appear cheerful in public and give concerts. Every concert is so difficult. You can give away energy that you do n’t have. Smile, Smile, pretend that everything is fine, pretend that everything is fine, eat my fill, To feel even a little better, Morgenstern drank and took the pills prescribed by the psychiatrist in triple and quadruple doses. If it weren't for alcohol, I would have turned myself into a slob long ago. At least it helps me calm down, you know? By doing this he drove the pain deeper and deeper inside himself. deeper and deeper inside himself. I'm being torn to pieces, [ __ ], I'm being torn to pieces, [ __ ], from the inside, some kind of [ __ ]. pain. And she is with me every day, every day. Every day, waking up, Alisher gorged himself on sleeping pills in order to fall asleep again and not see this world. I locked myself in my room, closed the curtains, and stopped taking care of myself. I just hated myself every second. I looked in the mirror and I wanted to rip the skin off my face because I felt like I was the most horrible person in the world. I do n't deserve to live at all. And it’s this very feeling that tears you to pieces from the inside. You spend every waking second filled with complete self- Morgenstern lived in this state for about end it all. [music] I'm ashamed to admit, but I'm ashamed to admit, but in that state I was googling how to in that state I was googling how to already come to this. The only thing that saved Alisher from Tsid was the understanding that he would always have time to commit it. But first, you should try to change your life. You never know what might happen. With this thought, Morgenstern set off for Rihap on board the Tel Aviv flight. To pass the period of consumption, he tried all kinds of alcohol and then threw in pills on top of that. Alisher was happy with the anticipation of a new stage in his life. He too will soon be living sober. However, it turned out to be much more difficult than he thought. He began to experience monstrous withdrawal symptoms, which made him shake and literally tear him apart from the inside. Today is exactly a week since I've been in Rihab. I flew in here with a daily dose of five tablets mixed with alcohol. They are gradually lowering mine. Today is the first day that I wasn't given half in the morning. And I'm clenching my teeth so much, my jaw is moving. [music] The X moment has come, when I am absolutely sober, clean, for the first time in 10 years, perhaps, [music] maybe more, I am left alone with myself. And I just don’t know how to describe these feelings [music]. The horror of meeting this huge black fool in your chest, which is still tearing you apart from the inside. I just had an album released at that time . And so you understand, [the music] was a phenomenally successful album. All tracks are at the top of the charts. . I've never had such success. And do you know what I felt? Nothing. [music] One day I was like, "Ha!" And again emptiness, and again pain. During the first month of his stay in Rihab, Alisher wanted to get out of there as soon as possible . However, later he began to learn to live again and search for a new meaning in life. He found it in religion. It is important to note here that in Rihab, and in the Anonymous program in general, yes, there is such a concept as a higher power. I learned about him there. A higher power is a power greater than you, that loves you, that helps you find your way, that gives you clues. This thought resonated with me so deeply and warmly, as if I had always known this, but for some reason had forgotten. Margenstern saw certain signs in his life sent to him by the Almighty and began to study Judaism. I started reading Jewish literature. At first I read GPS of the Soul with bated breath. Then I bought my first Torah. And I started Internet. [music] began to pray first in his own words, simply addressing the Creator. And the most important thing is that I felt my hole inside, it begins to fill. Even if I didn’t understand what I was reading, my soul still rejoiced and exulted. It is impossible to explain. This is what I have been looking for all my life, but due to I have been looking for all my life, but due to ignorance I replaced it with substances, a career, and success. Alisher even began to remove his devilish tattoos from his face. Alisher has now been sober for over a year and plans to spend the rest of his life I just remember sometimes how I [music] proudly say during Dud’s interview: “We normal guys love.” Well, remember, [music] what I said there? With 30 million views across the country. What is this ? An example of how I constantly praised mushrooms , how I generally praised the rock-n-roll lifestyle. This is all rock-n-roll lifestyle. This is all you use. This is all complete [ __ ], here is the result in front of you now, Izrekhaba is streaming. Well, let me remind you, at least I still have money, yes, to get treatment in a good place, but for you it could be worse. And most importantly, Morgenstern is happy to be sober. He found real joy in helping other people. I confidently declare that the greatest pleasure is to confidently declare that the greatest pleasure is to give to the world. It's about helping people. Alisher is currently involved in charity work. I recently helped a family from Ufa raise $3 million for their child's operation. However, Morgenstern was always involved in charity work. It's just that before this remained in the shadow of his other, much more high-profile antics. Alisher now sees his life's mission as conveying the light and will of God to people. I think I'm his mouthpiece. That is, he really gave me the opportunity [music] And for some reason these people listen to me. I still do n't understand why. And since he gave it to me, it means I need to use it correctly. I am simply a narrator of his will, his words. I wish you to find your path to the creator, because everyone has their own. Establish a strong bond with him. feel his love and experience the true thrill of helping Margenstern found himself and his purpose, but not everyone succeeds in doing so. You can watch my previous video about young TikTokers who, like Morgenstern, were ruined by fame. I recommend it, it's interesting. Well, subscribe to my cart . Bye everyone. Yeah.